IM SORRY! T-T, Ive been avoiding my blog due to stupid reasons and I didn't follow threw with my 30 day rule.
I will try again.
pwetty pwease forgive me..
soooooo... I met this beautiful girl recently. I adore her! Shes smart, beautiful, weird, and exotic. I cant stop thinking about her and the things I wanna... :p let not finish dat sentence. Let me say dis Girl got me goin crazy. IVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY EVER about a girl.
Well except B. steady (^-^)
I met her a bit ago... I had always seen her and admired her style from afar but one day she had came behind me to help me carry something, she just looked at me and said "Need help sweetheart" GOD HER VOICE! We talked for a min. and then I left but then I had seen her again the next day...
I wanted to say hi.. in a seductive way and shit... but I panicked and avoided her
But then I had saw her again and concluded this shit is FATE! So I swallowed my scared self grabbed my sis and went to say hi
... after my roommate abandoned me obviously seeing my awkwad feeling towards her. It was just me and the girl.
She was sitting all gracefully smoking her cigarette. She noticed how nervous I was and said It was ok. I was so relieved. She basically just talked and I listened, one would think we were just to really awkward ass people but I don't know I just connected with her mentally so well...
Her friends eventually came and took her attention away from me, I got uncomfortable again and left. I adored her and I could've stayed but I just couldn't . I guess I was a bit tramatized by pass friendships {I don't do groups]. So I left.
Feeling very odd.... I don't quite understand her or what she wants or feels toward me but honestly I couldn't care. I just care for her so much...
Im a tad bit scared of my feelings towards her, they happened so fast. It feels like I might just be crazy and attach to easy. But I just like her so much. I cant be her friend because I adore her more then that and I cant be her girlfriend because, I just cant be with anyone right now. And shes just way to social for me I wouldn't know how to handle myself with her around so many people
So basically Im just not gonna talk to her ^-^. Itll cause to much drama. *heh* I just admire her from afar again. But I do know one thing.. If she does like me like I like her she has to come get me or let me know because...... Im scared shitless right now. Sorry babe.
Okay so its sexy Thursday and basically still no viewers......... (T-T)0
But that okay this blog was more or less for me *-U-*
............So basically I was on youtube and I found the most beautiful, talented women in the world who I will showcase for this Sexy Day!
B.Steady a.k.a *my future wifey* maybe
I discovered her one day...On YOUTUBE to be specific on the funniest youtube channel 'Hartbeat' and 'Quierd<---check her out!
She was singing with Hartbeat and they were covering the song 'only wanna give it to you' I heard and Fell and love with it! This intellectual, beautiful, black women. Drove me up the wall... Like 6 months ago and Im still in love with her.
Ever wondered what it would be like if you actually met your idol?.....0_o *ID PRBLY CRY?!
so check out this sexy song and fall in love with her too!